Today was a lazy Saturday morning. After I woke up and spent
a few minutes talking to the Lord, I made myself comfortable on the coach and
snoozed for a while. I dreamed the usual random dreams, but then I dreamed
something meaningful. I was waiting outside of a building. The door was open,
and Jesus was inside. He was ministering to a small group of people. The people
seemed to be receiving different types of healing. As I sat outside the door
waiting to go in, I made a decision: When I was able to approach him, I would
not walk up to him causally. I would make my way to him and kneel at his feet
to reaffirm his lordship over me. I thought of how easy it is to interact with him as
the twelve disciples might have interacted with him. He is my friend after all,
and yet he is so much more.
“Then I turned to see
the voice that spoke with me. And having turned I saw seven golden lampstands, and in the midst of the seven lampstands One
like the Son of Man, clothed with a garment down to the feet and girded about
the chest with a golden band. His head and hair were white like wool, as white
as snow, and His eyes like a flame of fire; His feet were like fine brass, as
if refined in a furnace, and His voice as the sound of many waters; He had in
His right hand seven stars, out of His mouth went a sharp two-edged sword, and
His countenance was like the sun shining in its strength. And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet as dead…”
- Revelation 1:12-17
Whenever we speak of Jesus and whenever we pray to Jesus, we do so with the backdrop of how we imagine
Jesus to be. Most of the time, I have seen the Jesus of the Gospels portrayed as
the backdrop and even then, with a particular fuzziness. Jesus’ life on Earth
was a season of his eternal existence. Until the end of his life, he was being
qualified for the roles of Savior, High Priest, and Lord of Lords. He fully
represented the Father, and yet his glory was held back here on Earth. In John
17:24, Jesus prayed, “Father, I desire that they also whom You gave Me may be
with Me where I am, that they may behold My glory which You have given Me; for
You loved Me before the foundation of the world.”
I wonder how my walk with God would change if my inner
picture of Jesus was more like that of the Risen Lord seen in the Book of
Revelation. I would like to believe the way that we represent Jesus would be
forever altered if our faith rested in this image of a God-man so intense that
it would cause the apostle John to collapse in front him. He is fully in
character and in godhood what he was when he walked on Earth, and he is now
fully revealed in the glory that he received from the Father. He is totally
approachable and yet awesome in his person. He is merciful, and yet not one to
be taken lightly. He is both the Lion and the Lamb of God. This God, this
incredible being is the One that I will never get bored with. It is this
amazing God that I long to know in a deeper way.
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